Ok. Here it goes. I live with a disabled elderly man who has threatened to kill himself if I leave him. I'm not legally married to him. We had a ceremony. But never had it legalized. (Gods hand in that). I am unemployed. I can't drive or find a job. I have anxiety and panic attacks. I'm desperate to get out of this situation and will do anything to get out of it. I will still take care of him. His family disowned him and we all still consider him family. I have student loans and bills to pay off. I love to play video games and watch the walking dead.